I prayed for language To sing out loud this joy confusion And bliss Now I’m back here And words don’t make any sense Why of all things I chose language I have no idea

-
Icarus
I only had
To feebly whisper
Let’s goAnd you raised me straight away
Miles above the
Common groundI dreamt of flying
Every night
Ever since I rememberNever occurred to me
All I need to do is
Just askMy ugliest worries
Ludicrous specks of dust
On a vast velvet plane belowSmooth ocean waves
Wash away
Shreds of my common senseI think the Sun
Winked at me
KnowinglySome parts of me
Might not be going to
Survive this flight -
Take this moment
What have I done
To deserve these
.
Long winding roads
Embraced gently by a
Soft cloth of green
.
Ancient cathedrals
Of rock wood and dirt
Rising tall and wise
Far above imagination
.
Sweet baby goat
Who would let me hug her
For a grain of corn
.
All these ridiculous
Lush fairy landscapes
A new one lingering
Right behind every corner
.
Several lifetimes
Wouldn’t suffice
To appreciate any of you
Like you deserve it
.
Here
Take this moment
Of my undivided attention
.
This is all I can give
In return
-
Don’t
Don’t sugar coat religion
Don’t rub out its partsDon’t dress it up in pink angel rags
Fluttering above the war
Don’t send the believers to a tooting commentary
I’m not here for consolation like a bowl of soup
I wanted to rest my head at last on
The boulder of faith***
This is my translation of “Nie” by Polish poet and priest Jan Twardowski
-
Bewilderment
Put aside
All the very wise notions of what is
And what should beLet’s go where the
Cotton pink clouds
Wobble
In sheer excitementPull up the starry tablecloth
Stretched round our homely cornerThere’s a vast meadow of wonder
Waiting for us to
Jump inCome
We’ll dance along
Over the black hole in the
Heart of our galaxyA gentle breeze
Sways glittery dust
Off our faces and handsAll the moons and planets
In this
Chanting processionKeep staring at us
With praise
And bewilderment -
Long Way Down
But
What about me?A minuscule raindrop
TrembledOn
Her
Long
Way
Down
From
The
Sky
To
The
SeaWill they accept me
In such foreign crowd?Will I
Still matter?And
Then
ShePlunged
Into The
Infinite
USToo blissed to
Think about
Any of this
Anymore -
Good morning
Good morning, yawns the willow
Stretching out tiny buds
Awoken by the pleasant
Tickling of the SunJackdaw girl proudly carries
Her favourite precious stick
Watching out for the best
Real estate in townShe can’t contain herself
Knowing her lovely groom
Agreed to build with her
A lavish residenceTiny crocus breaks out
From a perennial dream
Gentle and delicate
Yet full of confidenceGood morning, sings the Spring back
Handing out folded leaves
With all the information
Her dear children might needWelcome back home, she whispers
I know you’ve been asleep
What you were dreaming of
You’re ready to begin -
Heavy sack
With such burden on your shoulders
How will you spread your wings?Where we are going they’ll give you
Much more than you can ask forPut down your heavy sack
Full of what ifs
Just in cases
Emergency plansAnd raise
Free to fly
Where the Unexpected awaitsTo get hold of the treasure
You’ll have to come empty handed -
Forest dome
Come
Rest your head
There’s nothing more
To strive forLay down and
Watch the cockatoos
So reckless and perfect in their
Lack of long term goalsRib vaults above our heads are swirling
Dissolving in fractal crystalsWho would have thought
Our world will end with
Such a stunning showA thousand stars are falling down tonight
No need to make a wish
All you ever needed
Is right here alreadyWelcome back home
-
Huge little one
they pursue massive faith when despair is massive
they pursue saints who know it for sure
how far away best to run from one’s own bodyand you have moved mountains
walked on water
though you told the believers
there’s still so much I don’t know yet— little faith
.
Translation of Wielka Mała by Polish poet and priest Jan Twardowski
-
Pure curiosity
There is a kind of beauty
Found only at near deathWondering to the desert
With no food or backup planThere is a kind of wisdom
That only lies on fringesFar from the common sense
Or any sense at allThere is a kind of people
Who never get bored with thisPushing the boundaries further
Just for the sake of it