Restless

Another restless night
Crescent Moon rocks gently
To the sound of temple bells

The Carnival is over
Chilly mist wrapped the city in a blanket
Inviting to lay our heads

I am so tired
–and yet

My heart wants to keep dancing
Just as if this was my last chance
To ever dance again

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Torch

Whenever I dare
Too look you in the eye
It’s a car crash

My heart and pride
Both crumble into pieces
Till all that’s left is dust

Fireworks take off to the sky
Through the holes in my
Chest head and hands

I used to be so afraid of this
Till you said I’m a torch

The flame can do me no harm

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Carnival

May your whole life
Be celebration

May you always remember
Light coming through you
Dissolving all boundaries

May you have the courage
To wear your crown
Proud and tall

To bring your whole heart
Where all hope is lost

To have it broken again
And again

May your whole life
Be carnival

In tears of sadness
Or tears of joy

Don’t you ever
Stop dancing

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I’m not bipolar

I just like my highs real highAnd my lows real low To question my entire existenceAnd then fully plunge into it When I believeI want to trust wholeheartedlyDespite logic reason and So called common sense When I doubtI want no stone left unturnedTo question Stars and the Moon andEverything in between When I commitI want to […]

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Never before

Alone at night
I stare a the
Back raging sea

Fierce waves
Wash away the
Rock under my feet

No one can save you
I hum shyly and
All bursts into chant

The stars
Cloud and waves
Sway to the rhythm together

You ask if I’m okay
Maniacal laughter
Comes out of my lips

Never before
Have I felt
So fucking alive

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